Friday, October 31, 2008
ohh i caught this cat tryign to masterbate
no im just kidding
i saw the colour blend was perfect so i just had to take the scenario of it
yes the classic
inhaler up mine HAAH
this is another model inspired by the honeycomb
pretty ain't it?
not mine though haha
and here is my little dearest
enjoying the meal with me
lmao i swear i was more interested in camwhoring then the food
kinda got so distracted
but in the end i still ate quite a lot
it was our year 2 designers that did this
it's gorgeous isn't it?
i know
aren't they adorable???
their doing it again
husband and wife
this model is beautiful
it's done by using some form of machine
computerized =)
my birthday cake
and it's chocolate
and finally the house of solitude
where no outsider can enter
not my friends
not my bf
not anyone but me and my family
which keeps it rather peaceful and welcoming to only me
i love todayyy
watching mean girls
spending more time on myself
love it =)
t hen watching gossip girl episode 8
and eating my little cake =)
and so loving the time when i finally hand in those drawings that kinda killed me
the day couldn't get any better
8:49 PM
Thursday, October 30, 2008
just had to camwhore on this day if not
i will never forgive myself for missing such an opportunity
must have caught something odd in the corner
this sushi was splendid!!!
it's rice with raw salmon around it with mayo!!!
mmmm
had my honey help me out taking this photo hahaha
acting cute hahaha
can't get enough of it
self portrait photographs
again
cheese=)
in class
omggggg
soo happy today
was happy yesterday
actually happy
isn't sufficient enough to describe how i felt
in fact it is rather an understatement
so much so it insults whatever
anyways
tomorrow is my birthday
so i had to go out with my baby
=)
after school
sadly i still had to attend for lectures
but oh well
felt so good
even though i have 59 sketch deadline tomorrow
lol
life is really a bitch huh?
lol i just realize many people mistaken that halloween is on 30th
of the month
it's the last day of october anyway
which is 31st
it's been like that for ages
i know because i'm born on that day
to know it's halloween
and plus the other important date is christmas
other events HAHA
not significant to remember though
except for people's birthday XD
you can kinda check google...
right....
it's my birthday
and i have to stay up late
to complete my assignment=/
how ironic
can it actually be
so my lover and i
went out today
to eat sakae sushi!!!
then watch high school musical
boy the meal was superb =)
suprisingly i didn't feel that all full
cause i didn't drink water
you know their water is special
they make you bloat till you feel full
and you aren't capable of consuming any more
amazing!!!NOT
soafter enjoying that great meal i had to dash to the toilet
to my amazement
the toilet was soo damn quiet!!!
i mean it's like breathing in an absolute silence interior!!
scary when people can hear whatever you do or say
so much for privacy 0.0
then high school musical 3 wasn't much fantastic
i still prefer the first one where it's more hair standing
but i gotta say their dancing is fabulous
10:41 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
2:04 AM
Monday, October 27, 2008
sweet
my parents are back from koh samui
what's that?
or in fact where the hell is that???
it's in thailand
and the view is spectacular
by that i mean
their all so transparent sea!!!
so clean!!!
so blue
so beautiful
like seriously i should go there one day
always dreamt f visiting the gorgeous sea there
watch the fishes
and omg they went snorkling
telling me about how the baby sharks were like so friendly
they nibble at you they play with you
they let you touch them
lucky parents
don't worry we all have our times
just a matter of when
told me the many adventures they encountered
blah blah blah
oh well soo sad it ended for them
and so sad our lives starts again=/
more house chores
4:42 PM
finally
at last
completion of my 32 sketches
am i for real?
yes technically i shouldn't be too pessimistic
it isn't good for me
it ain't good for anyone either
now i have to move on to my elevation, section and plan view drawings
how interesting!!! NOT
but
it is still my assignment
that has to be done
seriously whatever happened to homework
that didn't rule us?
ahhh just pasted jewels on my lap top
don't ask me why
i'm actually going through one of those girly phase
absolutely girly
even though at times i couldn't stand the thought of fitting myself
into that little sweet petite dress
or applying make up
just so i could look all so feminine
even though feminine isn't sufficient enough to describe the beauty of a woman
splendid
gorgeous
perfect?
so much more in fact
i have so much values about dressing up
and all the girly stuff like
not to wear too heavy make up
or always dress your best
because it is who you're gonna portray to the world
don't dress too much
or too skimpy
just nice
that kinda thing
it's like im complete opposites
it's just that the complete opposites are residing in me
like a war
actually not that dramatic
but still
i don't fight over myself
who to be
i mean i like being boyish
cause i don't get pushed around
being an excuse
to terrorize people
and now when i'm girly
i seem frail
weak
fragile
loving all the beauties in the world
cats
angles of photography?
photography i meant the photos of capturing time
beauty itself
in action
the beauty within that marveled us
is that so wrong?
being feminine is never horrible
just that you get bullied often i guess
LOL
i'm kidding
i don't really get bullied
i still bully people for my own amusement
whether i'm feminine or not
i love the feminine part in me
as well as the tomboyish
gender confused part in me
i love embracing them both
satisfying both of them
amazing how the exact opposite works well with each other
well if feminine means that i enjoy art itself
let it be
cause art in any form is worth marveling at
you use the 5 senses to figure it out
instead of your brains
i meant instead of cracking codes of math
you use your 5 senses to feel, smell, observe, swallow, hear
basically to understand the purpose it's there
why is it formed in this curve?
how is it beautiful?
so are you beautiful?
are you an inspired piece of art?
or are you an absolutely boring robot?
1:33 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
aHHHH
32 sketched up poses?
omg omg omg
how how how???
dont know
what to do?
don't know
LMAO
basically
the exercise requires us to sketch 16 stationary positions
and 16 motion positions
cool huh?
making sure it's proportionate
so far
i only drew like 4???
working on my fifth pose
hot she is so
and listening to fall out boys woot
not bad HAHAHA
actually i listened to it when my honey gave this brilliant idea of exchanging mp3s
so why not
he got sicked of his songs
i got sicked of mine
interesting how sharing works wonders
so anyways
i have loads more to do damn it =/
9:29 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
super damn sleepy today omg
i barely slept a wink
had school today
as usual
well
i skipped the lecture in the morning
that starts at like what 8 in the frigging morning?
with my oversleep mode omg
do you know i had to like wake up at like 6 in the morning to prepare???
because you see i live in marsiling
and it takes like around 30 minutes to get my ass to the campus
15 minutes to walk to the class in the huge campus
and about an hour least to prep up
and decide wth to wear
so i kinda overslept for the first lecture
my next one started at 10
oh dear
ALMOST late for CRS
so
the horrid part was to teach my class how on earth
to actually complete some plan, elevation and section view of a pavilion
trust me many were confused
so were we at first when we had to do it ourselves
autocad is fun!!!
my ass
it gave me a major headache
so other then that
eating macs with hazimah
couldn't give a shit about my surroundings
laughing about the poor poor people who got sabotaged in hey gorgeous
hilarious
people who are really good looking
people who are fugly
and you find the people who are average looking praising the hell outta themselves
interesting how people would vote hey gorgeous according to
their appearances
but in what aspect?
natural glow
no make up whatsoever
or with make up to enhance the looks of it all
i liked the natural looking ones
sweet sexy
ever so natural
as in they are that confident enough
to take a photo of themselves without cosmetics
just shining their personality through their grins
smiles
actions
define how beautiful one is
not the fact that she tries so very hard
to put as much cosmetics to cover her flaw
but her only flaw is not to use that flaw to her advantage
then you can tell that it's horrid
thick foundation
thick eyeliner
where's your beautiful eyes???
but that's my own opinion
because i was not impressed when you see the pictures of girls
the foundation was soo thick!!!
eyeliner so dark you hardly even see her eyes
not that im saying girls shouldnt use make up
it's that they should use it appropriately
by enhancing their look
less make up is best
so i got carried away
so when class was done
thank God
thought that it would never end!!!
oh how very much i prayed to end the class sooner
cause my little lover XD
was waiting for me outside of class
of course i couldn't possibly let him wait that long
so i was like banya(lecturer)!!!
class was supposed to end at 6
but i left at 5
me: can i leave first?
me: i got everything done already
then he was like you can't
banya: why do you need to go off early?
me:i have a date with my umm(reluctant to say my bf but wth)...frie...boyfriend
banya: no you have to keep me company
banya: or i so lonely
then he always give that damn funny smile of his
trademark i tell you
because we ask the same question last sem
if we could go off early
so he'll say
don't leave me
i don't want to be alone
made the whole class laugh
he's soo funny
not that he's a joker or anything
just that he's very accent
because he's from thailand i think?
and he's teddy bear appearance just make him seem
adorable LOL
so anyways
my stomach was growling
even though i had macs in the afternoon
first thing i decided to do was
to eat
went to cck lot one
to eat
couldn't decide what's the thing that would hit the spot
not fast food
feeling jappy today
but there wasnt jap resturants with my fav chicken katsudon in it
so we decided to eat pasta mania
one or the other
boy it WAS filling
it DID hit the spot
herald was horrified by how much i could really eat
when he didnt eat anything the whole day
he couldnt finish his share
what i had was
clam chowder
3 garlic slices
potato salad
main dish
and a sprite
and a little of his share
when after the garlic bread he felt kinda full
hahahhahaha
poor thing cotton on has nothing nice anymore
i was fascinated by the colours and brilliance
but most of the things are kinda dull now
11:58 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
whoa horror sunday =/
cause i had technically 4 hours of sleep
was up reading some romance novel actually
so glad i accomplished reading it
the sense of accomplishment is soo sweet
like you conquered something you wont normally do!!!
actually it's a fond past time of mine to read
but due to the stress of deadline submissions
and critique
i actually had to put them away
it's just truly addictive
when you read one
you can never get enough of reading
afterall it is entertainment
at least to me
an offer you can't refuse ny Jill Marshell
seems more meaningful to actually read logic
and the art of peoples talent
writing
learn from it
and hopefully improve yourself
compared to buying magazines
knowing poor celebrities disastrous lives
as if it isn't horrible enough for them already
posting it global wide
seriously i think they need some privacy rights
and put most nasty pap out of the line
stars were meant to be famous
thanks to the pap
we get horrible impression of celebrities
for the wrong reason
just because they took drugs
or wore no bra i mean i stand for those really nice people out there
who are famous
not snobby
not arrogant
accused of something so horrid
being exaggerated
making many people turn from them
it's just wrong that pap
news
and gossips
are seriously deluding us with lies that are so far from the truth
it's as simple as
lying about something that someone didn't do
taint their reputation
and love the pain that comes from that particular person
it's seriously pathetic to pick on people's flaws
make fun of them
to make yourself feel so damn great
for making someone feel that horrid
glad they had their fun
so i went to church today
all so tired as usual
what else could possibly be new?
joel b dyed his hair
as joel highlighted it out
and omg
kelly gotten the dress!!
kimono
suits her perfectly omg!!!
and service was kinda boring
it didn't quite connect with us
just lost focus
annddd
ROF were singing!!!
goodie
something to be jolly about
hahahahaha
brilliant
about Jesus
we should walk rightfully in His way
By reading the word of God
and abide by it
it may not be simple
but God hadn't said it was
so we kinda need to work on it
oh yes so we left church
thank God for worshiping in His house
praised Him
and we were off
to eat lunch at like cwp
macs this time=/
but caramel frappe
hopefully you guys know the effect that it could have on me!!
went to the library
o some dang research on my upcoming project about these intriguing indonesian puppets
used for shadow play
and what importance of it does it play in the culture
etc etc etc
oh well ta ta people
=)
3:28 PM
absolutely tiring day
went to school as early as 10 am for project work already=/
but the rest of the day was pretty fine
omg
friday was great
gems was pretty much ok i guess
all simplified version of psychology ZZZZZZzzZZZZ
oh well cant blame them
but
but
my crs lecturer is the best!!!
she's so funny
cause i can finally make fun of her!!!
she's a little loco but i like it XD
gonna read finish my book XD
soo happy
12:03 AM
Friday, October 17, 2008
omg womanizer
by britney spears is out
not only that
but her music vid is super hot
she's back
wooo!!!
anyways
in class now
sleeping my ass off
here's my bored as hell photos
lecture
lecture
lecture
but oh well XD
here goes
9:29 AM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
went to like little india
for the photography trip today
it was awesome
why?
because i managed to take quality photos like never before
quite pleased with myself actually
in summary
little india
was hot
the low leveled buildings made it a direct exposure to the damn sun
many many indians
doing their thing
heavily cultured
and thus is portrayed in the building itself
representing critical regionalism by a mild
because it's combined with the modern architecture
ohh i love the effect the lamp gives
against the background
the contrats and the blending of bright colours against the black monotone of the lamp
that's my gf hazimah hahah
love this shot too
oh this is part of my campus
unfortunately
this beautiful building ain't meant for us designers though
grand and traditional little india!!!
with all it's heavy ethnic culture
behind every ream of detail
smells of indian culture!!!
check out laselle!!!
holy shit man
great view of it
check out the bag i brought back form primary school!!!
it's damn cute haha
it's used for excursions
dang
ohhh the trishaw man!!!
i think?
i think he was scolding me or something
cant be bothered
crossing the road back to little india!!!
woo i just love this photo hahahha
i was at the pedestrian crossing
waiting to cross the road
so i took a photo of it XD
since i have my handy dandy camera
which somehow works wonders
with it's 2 megapixel
no iso
or white balance
lucky me to have idiot proof cam
unfortunately it ain't mine no more
parents claimed it back because of the quality it gives
one bloody hot day i tell ya!!!
little india
where there isn't any decent food
which made me and hazimah resort to venturing other locations
in search for food
ahhh the sun!!!
this kopitiam
is located outside of laselle
boy the sun was so damn blinding
and glaring
i swore and cursed
the sun is my nemesis!!!
hahahaha
but seriously it was so hot i kinda felt my skin peel
or something along that line
9:35 PM
