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Monday, February 1, 2010


ok back home
i have no clue why im soo disorientated today
must be the bike lag
yea
i went to rompin malaysia yesterday starting from 7am to 7pm
reached back to sg at 1900 yesterday
the experience you ask me?
was absolutely amazing
malaysia was unknown to me
it all felt so fake
it gave me the impression that we were traveling through monopoly world
yea i know
how does it relate to monopoly
i have no idea
the surreal unrealistic of it all
living in singapore for 18 years fucks you up that way
yep
so like it wasnt any ordinary malaysia bike trip
it was an off road bike trip
yes
we used dirt bike
to overcome the extremely harsh terrain
it was harsh to me
we bumped soo much that when i reached home i was int those inertia state
where you feel like yorue moving
after swimming for a long time
yea
it felt like that
ohhhh
and the food there
was fantastic
seriously im not joking
the malay food there
in fact most of the food there cooked by malaysians were nothing but superb
no offence
but sometimes i think a lot of malays in singapore are missing out
what the true meaning of malay cultural food really means
so like malaysia brings malay culture smacked in my face
yes the food was fucking awesome
maybe its the same for chinese food
maybe the food we were eating
is just diluted
not from concentrate
sadly
well
it just brings me back to why i wanna ride a bike
it has been my dream ever since i was a little girl
i wanna be as pro as my dad
even though i couldnt be as pro as him
but i wouldnt know
who knows i can be much better
you might never know right
i want to feel the wind in my hair
the rush of nature brush past me as i zoom across regions of countries
watch the sunset or sunrise when i move through time and space
its a personal connection between me and nature
its like
interacting with the surroundings
i think being in a car
cuts all interaction
which is kinda turn off
why must traveling be that limited
why cant it be liberated?
being on a motorcycle makes that possible
yes im gonna be at risk by doing so
no pain no gain
its gonna be worth it all anyways
oh yea
and the people
in malaysia
are REALLY nice
they would smile at you when you smile at them
theyd even wave at you
what do you get in singapore?
stares and people thinking youre crazy when you smile at them
not really much of a culture shock
it was a truly wonderful experience
ill upload the photos when im not lazy =P
finally submitted my walkthrough
i love it
even though it isnt perfect but i love it
its like
2 weeks of work
in that thing
now im gonna slack
and do my tod journal
most probably gonna spend a really long time on it as well...
oh well
but its much easier then design studio projects
it was truly hectic
but oh well
crit this week
i havent submitted the panels
cant be bothered really
im just happy i got it done
the only thing im worried about is repeating but other then that woot!!!
this year really passed by so fast as well as the few years ago
but but
the point is to not look back and move forward
reflect on your past
and move on
thats all
honestly
i never regretted anything that happened the last few years
in fact i enjoy it all in a sick way
of my own understanding
that maybe only i can understand but the point it
that no matter good or bad
happy or sad
it all became a part of me
its also part of which that makes me who i am today
without my friends or enemies
i wont be myself today
in a way
not to the fullest extent of course
most of it is influenced by our decisions in life
i realized ive been in my emo phase lately=/
i know right
i've been visiting memory lane of my dark past
the ones i think that determines who i am today


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