Friday, July 31, 2009

woooo
went out with hazimah just now
soo tired now
goodness
still got so much more to do
but im just plain lazy
so basically what im doing is im gonna sing right now
till im pretty much happy hahahah
what im gonna accomplish now
is the storyline of my experience/journey
so i went bugis
woot!!!
kinda used to bugis
since i used to work there lmfao
yes i used to work there
yeaaaaaa
bones aching
ok im off people
to blissful heaven
here's a favourite quote from anita blake XD
"Stupidity isn't punishable by death. If it was, there would be a hell of a population drop."
8:07 PM
Thursday, July 30, 2009
boohoo
dear dear
i miss you dearly
=(((((

i miss you soo soo soo much boo hoo



My love is as a fever, longing still
For that which longer nurseth the disease,
Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,
Th' uncertain sickly appetite to please.
My reason, the physician to my love,
Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,
Hath left me, and I desperate now approve
Desire is death, which physic did except.
Past cure I am, now reason is past care,
And frantic-mad with evermore unrest;
My thoughts and my discourse as mad men's are,
At random from the truth vainly expressed.
For I have sworn thee fair, and thought thee bright,
Who art as black as hell, as dark as night.
by Shakespeare...
9:59 PM
alright...
right now im supposed to be doing like homework?
yes rwp slides
for now i cant do no shit
without a camera
shitttt
hahahaha
feel great today
was singing with hazimah in the train just now
i know it was crazy but we didnt give a fuck
sure gave the lady a headache beside me
i guess she was pretty stressed or something

damn hilarious lmfao

another one

you gotta figure these yourself i aint helping ya
ok tata
im gonna do my slides now
7:29 PM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
ahhhh wtf
new update tod journal submission 17 august
furniture design on 12 of august wtf
intech dossier submitted by 5th august eck
soo damn busy shit shit shit
11:31 PM
good morning citizens of earthland lmao
kidding
i'm in class right now
soo sad
i have soo many things to do
so i decided to make a check list:
1: photos of models (21 august)
2: story of model (21 august)
3: Autocad of models (21 august)
4: Intech Dossier(5 august)
5: Actual model to scale( 21 august)
6:TOD Journal (21 august)
7: Presentation for KYR on (14 august)
8: Presentation for report writing on (13 august)
ugh.. wtf man
seriously wtf...
10:12 AM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
waiting for my crit now
feeling pretty average
still having fever
trying to recover from it
although my voice is pretty hoarse
but it seems to sound sexy to me
hahahah oh well...
feel like peeing
im like 50-50 for the preparation of crit
just not fully prepared lmao...
oh well
then i have to deal with a lecturer im not familiar with=/
finally the posting of entry section is restored to normal muahahah
1:19 PM
well well well
i feel like doing soo many things
and yet i feel pretty lazy
was kinda doing my theory of design journal
then i stopped to blog
cause i was pretty bored
i'm still contemplating whether i should use tumblr=/
it seems kinda la some sort of stereotype
whereby it's more of a design kinda blog
o.o
other people using them would kinda render them boring
so im thinking
if i were to use it
it's like i have to post photos
comment and reblog
i dont know i prefer the old conventional blogger
i mean it seems really high maintenance kinda thing
ughhh
crit tomorrow
have yet to prepare
too damn lazy=/
AHHHHH
crit tomorrow
damn
so many things to do
so little time
and theres only 1 of me=/
12:17 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
HAHA
just had my fair share of kit kat
could not resist the tasty wafer coated with glorious chocolate
then i searched for kit kat images i got cute cats lmao
like a lot of them
then i saw this really coooollll kit kat
don't know what it is
but it's like strawberry kit kat of some sort
not fair
why doesnt singapore sell this stuff???

so yep
i can finish sweets in less then a minute
i mean a bar of mentos or something
i'm just soo discreetly greedy for sweets
but after having them
itll give me some pretty crazy sugar rush lmao

SUGAR RUSH!!!
muahaha
i just love sugar rush cause its like a good excuse for doing stupid things
like really stupid things
abrupt shouting
gazing into space and mumble nonsense
continuously irritating whoever was beside you
keep being repetitive
talk like youre someone else
act like a bitch
act like an angel
act like a monkey
do disgusting stuff
throw stuff at people
etc etc etc
"accidentally" glue someones shoes
dig your nose and pretend to rub someones back
shout gay at someone for at least 100 times
lmao my freaking ass off
so many things could happen when you have sugar rush
yes you can control your thoughts and motion
but itll bring you to a fast forward
11:57 PM
Feeling extremely terrible
despite the fact that i finally finished my report writing
im sick with fever
gosh
i have completely overworked myself to being sick
NOW the journey has only started
fuck right
i was seriously fucked
and tomorrow is my crit
omg omg omg
major terrible day
at what cost
i will attend crit
and try to be as sensible as possible
oh dear =/
my fever condition worsened
cause i ate chicken chop
gosh my throat is killing me
im feeling my insides burning
and my outside has to fight the layer of icy chill...
fucked
just fucked
ahhhhh
ill drink massive loads of water
hoping id feel better tomorrow
so much for freedom
we were just dumped with another illogical project
LE PAVILION
hopefully i keep a constant
though its pretty hard....
i wanted to try tumblr today
quennie said it was like some kinda artistic blog?
it was easier as well
dont think i got the time to try it
then i was thinking
maybe next semester
i have like another seminar=/
to do for TOD
and shit load during the holiday
dear God help me in this time of need
i know i've been a bad girl
cursing a lot
i know i deserve this fever
ill try to abstin myself from cursing
starting from now
ahhh fish
LOLOLOL
ok good attempt
9:38 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
good morning world
i seem to be in high spirits but it wont last
trust me

basically what i'm gonna do for the day
is to complete my son of a bitch work
and print it out
what am i doing?
a frigging report
that's what im doing
see
i told you it could never last lmao
unless like im visited by million cute cats whom all love me
not gonna happen
cause i only have 3 cats who love me
i'm still amazeballs that i manage to finish my tod journal
omfg!!!
that reminds me that im supposed to do that throughout the year=/
sad sad
including intech journal
waaaa
this is hilarious
12:25 PM
hmm
i'm like doing my rwp right now
i'm pretty much accustomed to doing work at night
for some reasons i dont know
i guess report writing was going swell
oh well
great for me
materials all ready for me to fully utilize them
2:20 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009

7:24 PM

6:06 PM
LOL i love this photo it's soo cute aside from the nude part
but it comes together kinda thing hahahah
Yea so ok
it's a little bit better at least the box for the entry is normal
for the rest it's pretty fucked up
Now basically I'm starting on my report writing assignment
the deadline is like on monday
wow right last minute
can't be bothered
but this has to be done
it's takes like 40% of the overall??
it's the final assignment as well
other then that there's the presentation on week 17 i think
for now it's week 14-15
worried major time
cause theres a larger scale project coming my way
and i am so fucked if i dont do this now
so im copying all the photos from my camera
and putting it in my desktop
what im afraid is that my comp dies and i have to lose all these data
it really pisses me off
i had a fantastic sleep muahahaha
since ages
seriously it felt liek i havent slept for like years
anyways
im gonna upload a few photos
see whether im having fun or not
have been eating less
stress induced
oh well
im kinda in a slight awe right now
thinking like wow
i'm in year 2 now!!!
i made it
it's like i look back to when i was secondary 1
the next moment i'm a poly student
and i have a beloved bf!!!
amazing how time flies
next thing you'll know is that i working
or doing my further studies
whatever i don't know the future
dont want to care
all i can do is dream about it
i mean i didnt predict that ill be in an interior design course
of course i predicted itll be much much relaxed
which is true in certain aspects
like you can wear whatever you want
you can come to school whenever you want
but attendance still stands
means its affected if you dont come
but not much of a problem compared back to when youre in secondary school
you get canning or punishment or whatever
HOWEVER they did not mention the work load to be this massive
yea thats about it i guess
so im uploading soon... like a whole chunk of photos
was looking for my SI photos though
ohh i think i left it in my friends hard disk
shit
yes i joined singapore idol...
i made it in but never went all out lmao
my friends didnt make it
i have the blue form to prove it lmao
but i dont give a damn really
i just joined cause my girlfriend hazima joined
anyways ill tell you what happened this term

so basically it started off with a really off assignment
go to botanical garden and take photos of your respective trees
yea
i was thinking
what?? go all the way there and get photos of a damn tree??
my tree was the australian flame tree
yea such a cool tree right?
you just wait what happened next

so i was there with my gfs

then i realized it was the first time i've ever been to the damn garden
we headed there straight away after school
and it was getting really hot
and we were to look for our trees or plants or shrub in there
you'd be thinking
how the fuck are you supposed to find a tree in a million trees???
its like a needle in the hay stack
so i got pretty distracted
cause it was all so pretty
and it was hot

the lotus was damn pretty i swear if you could be there
im just giving you the still image of its beauty
you need to be there
so it was hot and we all had our sunglasses on


then we saw the swan lake
liek omg i never seen a swan up close and personal
!!!
and i realized that they were there so you could feed them and they will come to you
i swear those greedy birds
i thought it was so graceful till they opened their mouth
sounds like a ducks but worse


yea then they did the heart shaped thing
but i couldnt capture the moment
i was soo angry
plus i wanted their feather
soo pretty
i got it
another bird gave it to me so i didnt have the trouble to pluck it myself
so we were walking and walking looking around for the bloody tree
so i thought to myself
its gonna be easy
since my tree is red itll stand out from the rest
our first destination was to the main branch where we could get a map and asked them for directions to where the tree is
mark my words
do not listen to the shitty receptionist
he gave me the wrong directions
a bitch
did i find it?
yes i did
the 4th time i went there i found it
i was soo pissed
cause he sent me to the other end of the garden
to search for it
when it was not there
it was near the swan lake
bloody bitch
i had a hard time looking out for it seriously
cause it was not red

it looks liek any other tree
omg i hated him
how did i find it
well there was a singaporean who posted and
she took a photo of it with the background
so i realize
hmmm
that tree behind was familiar
so i found out where it was
next to hazimah's cactus=/

this was at the very end
of the garden
wth right

i love this pavilion though lmao
so basically my tree had fruits liek these

ok so i found my tree
had my photos
now we were to do 10 diagrams
of it according to our artist
i chose dave mckean
the collage guy hahahha
what he does is he merges photos together to make it surreal
i mean it took like skill
and photoshop
this is he's work

ill only show you 2 of mine

this is texture

yep so from these 10 diagrams
we were to make 10 cardboard models
i repeat corrugated cardboard models
with a constriction of 10 by 10 base
yep
so like you'd think what bloody model could you make outta cardboard???
you don't often see many nice cardboard furniture or anything
it wasnt really inspiring
rather depressing actually
this was my first try

yea terrible outcome
so i decided to cut the cardboard into strips
see what i can do with them
basically its to play and experiment

there so it wasnt easy to cut them all
i had to seek help from my lover to help me come out with good ideas
then i made this

that was my structure till my lecturer merge it together with my growth

i had to make another structure

scale

texture
you could refer to the diagram i did and make a comparison

replication

this one was really pretty though lmao this was movement

this coloured one was done with the help of my bf
gosh i dont know what i'd do without him

yep i spent all night doing all these models
we had exactly 10 days to do 10 freaking models
i was drained dry
i wasnt eating right and such
yep so here i am taking a short break from work
that's why i couldn't go out or anything
lmao
my inspiration was frank gehry
he did this chair

afuckinmazing lmao
yep so i came out with those
soo tired
anyways im gonna stop blogging and finish up my rwp
get back to you asap
5:32 PM
Friday, July 24, 2009
Yes i've finally changed my blog skin...
submission went swell today...
blogger cocked up so i wasnt able to upload photos
soo sorry
but anyways
i still have a certain amount of work to do
waiting for the finale of my design studio project...
just waiting...
just waiting...
11:31 PM
Tired like shit seriously
DID NOT SLEEP A WINK
at all
i'm like shit tired
contemplating whether i should go for my elective modules
and i haven't printed my journal out
the closing submission is at 10 am
i feel so so so empty
or numb
whichever you pick
will upload picture for you soon enough when i have the energy anyways
so there's more to come... next week...
i am soo excited about it!!! really i am
8:24 AM
yes
submission starts at 8 am in the morning
10 models completed
TOD process journal... have yet to touch
proper sleep.. no don't know what that is anymore
proper food... hmm don't know
sex drive... very very low
life...0% no life whatsoever
upload photos of model... maybe maybe not
staying in touch with friends...1% i think or less then that?
played dota... almost every night even though i suck
headache... almost everyday
projects... still a pile on my desk
IN CONCLUSION MY LIFE SUCKS
except that i love my dear dear deeply
uh huh
so basically i havent been sleeping right
nor have i been eating right
even though i had the energy to do this
random entry
just felt like
being random
yes you may think complain complain
i tell you
if you were in my shoes
youd probably cry
and plus i do need to change my skin
its getting pretty boring lmao...
wait im getting pretty boring =O!!!
i dont care... i know im supposed to have fun in poly
like wth la
i dont
all i do is like do project and go home...
thats the end of it
im serious
dead serious
mainly its the shortage of money problem
but that can be rectified easily muahahahahahahahahahaha
anyways tata people im off to complete my work...
soo tired i really am
1:28 AM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
ok...
soo sorrrryyy
for like not blogging
cant be bothered seriously
i just had the inspiration to blog today
suprisingly
so i was pretty busy then and now you see
i had plenty of projects yet to be done
so so so so
busy
and not only that
im practically too busy to hang out with my friends =/
sad and cruel i know
but what was i supposed to do?
flung my modules?
hell no
im serious
design school is taunting
and time consuming
but i love it muahah
even though its torturous
sadistic yes
i dont really care
so
i quit trying to be emo
not sure that i was emo
i just dont have the energy to talk much
plus
im sure youre pretty bored reading this uber long entry
but im doing this for myself
no you
ok
so basically
yes im sure im too busy
i cant even have cca
all i do is go to school attend lectures and tutorial
go back
complete assignment
thats all
plus being with my bf 24/7
maybe 24/5
lmao im kidding yes i spend a lot of time with him
and myself
hehehe
not only that
plus ive been playing dota
yes laugh all you want
not really interested
hmm
yep im totally stripped of any life of any form
sad
sad
no life.... thats it
but its not gonna last i hope
im an artist in the making!!!
i love frank gehry though
he is awesome
and verner panton
these 2 are my #1 architects
1:34 AM