it's been a while since i blogged...
i was pretty busy
as in seriously busy
i'm happy
maybe thats an understatement
critique is finally over
and today was one of the happiest days of my life
despite having my son passed away not too long ago
i mean just a few days back
that information really torn me apart
i understand how grieving and mourning feels like
its like regretting never saying what you wanted to say
cause its too late already
too late for anything
he's gone
and nothing is gonna bring him back anymore
yes my heart still aches at that thought
cause ill never get over someone as beautiful as him
i love my cat soo much
i guess it's time i'd let go
i know it was really tough
i was crying my hearts out
hearing my own delusions of him
was just sad
now im better
much better thanks to the people who supported me
with love
i'm really gonna miss dumbnut
there will be no one who could replace him in my heart
he's still there XD
not physically but there i guess
so critique is finally over
i said what i had to say
the lecturers were impressed with my progress
i could have done better i guess
but that was all i could do for now haha
and i deserved it
every single bit of it...
and good luck to those who's haven't done your crit
just be normal i guess
be yourself
dont feel too uncomfortable
go for it!!!
