Wednesday, December 22, 2010
I'm bored out of my wits.
Don't get me wrong
I merely post this cause i was bored
I know i haven't post anything for ages
I've clearly been busy
I've been to Korea
I'm in the middle of my FYP
and right now?
I'm sat in my rearranged room with new sofa and new aircon
could be coughing my lungs out
no i don't smoke either
ive got lung infection cause of the cleaning of my 10 year old filthy house
that gathered so much dust
yea its the christmas season and im feeling lady gaga today
not that ive been feeling christmassy at all
i still gotta make it to church tomorrow for service
i've been extremely lonely this past couple of weeks
my husband, my matt went back to england again
trust me this would be the last time were apart
i'm not gonna sob about how much i miss him and cry nearly every night
because he isn't there beside me
well all i can say is that it's been a beautiful amazingly wonderful year this year
Majority of it was because i found the love of my life
and now everything is so crystal clear
time has flown i realized because 5 years passed
i met him from guild wars
and now here we are engaged and apart
physically apart anyways
why i havent been posting was because im busy with him
clearly hes my top priority
although needless to say i miss blogging
although now people have been resorting to twitter and facebook
i find blogging a heart filled slow paced embrace
because you take the time to read what the blogger has to say
you're brought through an intimate journey that many people take for granted.
it's nice
oh and i've got a new black kitten edition
it's amazing time is
just in 1 year so many things changed
my future i expect for myself altered
looking back at the past
what i've been through is amazing
i'm sorry i dont post enough for you to understand
but hey at least we should be grateful were here now
in 3 months or less i'm graduating
gonna get my own apartment
working for real
being in england for 6 months
when i was 12
i never really thought of the future
because i didnt need to
now its here to bite my ass and ask me to grow up
and do adult things
but at least im not doing it alone
and i think ill be a kid most of the time
it's funny how i worry so much
i still do but
i dont have to do it alone
it makes a shit loads of difference
like i've got a beautiful person to count on
and for a fact
we are gonna lead a beautiful life
So upon graduating from interior design?
what have i learnt
hmm well
honestly
i dont learn from lectures
i'm a kinestatic learner unfortunately
and my memory fails me
i've forgotten a lot that i've learnt
so instead i read checked out blogs
not to mention fashion blogs
read a little
i love reading
forces me to think and understand.
what is space?
it isnt a platform
it isnt confined in walls
it's produced and reproduced
it's a series of interaction that is made
that is experienced
by different people with different experience
and that fabric that is created when you build peoples experience over time
and my job?
is to create this space
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