Wednesday, October 21, 2009
time to get serious
this semester i will fight to get an A
i'm sure most people would feel this way
i mean i'm year 2
and i wanna get my attachment in one of those good design firms
walk the talk baby hahahah
but but i can't do it alone though
that's why you have friends to help and they help you too
this way you can grow together
in a good rate
recently i haven't been hearing good things
however that's for me to know and you to find out
alright
so basically normally
we'd be flooded with assignments
i'm cool with that
so far
we have maybe 2 journals?
one for TOD another for DS
and
CSW letter writing assignment due tomorrow
and uhh
port folio and a draft of curriculum vitae
which is for my attachment
and of course
sourcing out regular design firms
actually i should be glad that a normal firm accepts me
i realized
i'm a student
i don't have much experience
and what do you expect them to make of you?
a mere student
who hasn't graduate from school
oh well
i'm a perfect pessimist
alright and i've been pretty vain lately
period
you wear what you are?
it's true to a certain extent really
hopefully i can keep up dressing well
i mean i don't need a reason to dress up do i
i think i respect myself by NOT dressing sloppily
but of course it depends on circumstances
like when you're measuring shops
you don't wear like you go to the gala premier
anyways
like nina garcia said
fashion fades style is forever
and what you wear portrays yourself to the world
do you want to be sloppy to the world?
i don't think so haha
so anyways
i have so many ideas coming out
for the future projects
but the question this sem is
will it work?
using interior technology
can make things happen
10:41 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
you know
its funny
cause i was thinking
like always
at times
id want luxurious things
how silly i was
i mean
a lot of people do that
eat expensive shit and wear expensive clothes
then you think
about your family cooking for you
that
was the best meal on earth i have ever had
i remembered i blogged about a similar situation
even if it wasn't cooked by a 5 star sou chef
im not rich
neither is my family
but why does this meal feel fulfilling?
its just a plain soup rice and meat meal
nothing out of the extraordinary
many a time i'd always take advantage of small little love gestures like this
what if
1 day they couldn't cook for you anymore
its the person whom you love that is cooking for you
it isnt ANY ordinary dish
i always think i'm so lucky to have my parents cook for me
maybe you dont feel what im saying now
but one day you will
when you feel love from your parents in ways that they care for you
oh yea and one other thing
i watched this really old movie starring simon baker
known as something new
woooooww
it was a really hot show
and guy
yes
he is hot
it was a fantastic show
it truly is
why should love be limited
i mean
age
race
shouldnt be a factor to limit love
as long as youre happy
go for it
10:26 PM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
well well well
HAHAHA
i know it's been ages
since i've blogged and read blogs
finally went shopping
feeeeeell that huge satisfaction
seriously
went with hazimah
oh yea
then ended our lovely day at pastamania
for dinner
i feelll goodddd
im also concerned
cause
yes
i've been a workaholic
but
to me
it feels good
you know
liek an addiction
and im not regretting
the only problem
is the social status
youll be
neglecting
your friends
and family
its not much of a physical damage but an emotional one and psychological
yes i'm highly aware
i'm in big shit
i've been working nearly everyday
i just think working is terribly fun
well it is
if you make it out
there are nice people there
good food
nice environment
why not right
oh well
the key to everything
is prioritizing
what comes first
and
i have
that issue
i dont know
which goes first
im confused
11:15 PM
