i feel extremely bitchy today must be the damn mood swing i dont know ok...i think the purpose of blogs is to share their inner most feelings.... i dont know been dissing about my friends blog.... said that it was utterly boring...daily routine.. i dont see the spark of excitement it holds lmao lmao
you see... im lost i dont know to be nice or nasty? to be nice....i cant face reality to be nasty...i cant face myself im testing out a theory ive been reading negative things it works it actually influences my mind with toxic rubbish then i expressed it out...by talking to my friend totally dissing about his blog it was boring and all channeling my negative emotions to him... now its real easy to channel negative energy to anyone if you dont keep your trap shut and try to solve it...then i was being andutter pain in the assXD too much of the office i guess
apparently...i did it without using my brains lmao got him pissed off and brilliant now my moral compass is in the thrash now its mixed up and mashed up lmao
well..basically i know why i have been reading psychology about influences on the mind i focused a little too much on the negative side..because its much easier plus by different people...since their views may be completely contrasting...soo ill stick with sigmund freud which is basically about the sexual influences..not that you think
ANYWAY enough screwing with mine and other peoples mind... i dont know... i hate my job seems to be giving me unreasonable shifts night morning night morning what is wrong with them? i noticed that others arent experiencing the same thing their probably somewhere enjoying their day off chinese new year didnt seem grand to me anymore..it seem to have lost their meaning guess we just diluted it all sometimes i just feel like quitting my job people start to see really ugly there im confused i need a solution not knowing what to based it on thinking or feeling the big question is...when am i gonna quit? money doesnt seem like an issue to me but how am i gonna cope studying traveling far to study ,work and still not be exhausted out? its the challenging responsibilities i have to go through to work and study probably no time for my body to recuperate and tire myself cause my school is gonna be really far away im in a moral dilemma here plus i think i cornered myself....damn it
I NEED SOLUTIONS!!that will work out
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