well...the temptation was building up since the past few days the urge the hunger the thirst i must have it!
but then i thought i need to save money for the future it's not necessary to have it i mean im not gonna use it for my daily requirements plus i have to save up for driving lessons even if i have the sufficient amount of funds to get it it's a tough battle utterly tempting i wanted to purchase so many things like a tube dress my boots absolutely really high heels more clothes bag more levi's jeans whatever now im like some heels and levi's fanatic so much to get so i decided i think thinking for the future will benefit me so that pushed back the temptation for quite some time it's been a tedious battle i wanted to boots so bad just needed to get the cash get my size and it's all mine!!! thinking pondering wondering nah not worth it i guess hahahahaha so the battle continues where i try to continue convincing myself i couldnt get it no hosay
till the last straw came in the last blow that swept my resistance clean broken the fort i built to resist the overwhelming temptation leaving me naked and wrapped with temptation finally i succumbed to it determined to get it... fast it's as if i was afraid it'd be gone anytime soon so that got me rushing i was imploring my parents to come along with me jumping with absolute joy which engulfed me
it was just my dream i had when i was napping i dreamt that i had the boots!!! wearing my levi's jeans along with it that was the one thing that totally unleashed me so i lost to it i thought ,i dont give a shit what people are gonna think of me ith my boots on i know that i love this boots and they look great on me and that's sufficient enough it kinda looks western like what my boyfriend said... that's the point i dont wanna have the image of some taiwanese girl with fur and all i just want it clear cut simple that's all so i bought it and i gonna show the word who i am no more hiding behind what people think i should be when i should be me
feels great to finally have it after all that struggle they're knee high!! love it!!! gonna wear it to church with my jeans the disadvantage is that my jeans cant fit in so i'd have to fold it up reveal my boots that's the purpose some part of me is doubting i'm being vain but then again it's a girls nature HAHAHA being rational
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F**K THAT
I'm just crazy alright?
Me...
18...not that you should care ,
but it's the basics to actually know my age
My cats are gorgeous and shall rule the world!
I LOVE CATS!!!...
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technically I can't be bothered with the opposite sex trying to hit on me now...
Life is going to be spectacular this year and i can feel it, told you i'd change when i'm 18... what am i talking
about life has been and always will be crazy
