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Friday, February 15, 2008


Today was an emotional wrought of my life
basically i found out it was the time of the month
and it flooded like crazy!!!
then i got into a fight with my boyfriend
so much so that it brought tears to my eyes
because not only did it hurt emotionally
it hurt physically because i had cramps
really bad ones
but
the emotional distress was mainly the one that did screwed my day up
mostly it was the excruciating pangs in my womb
contracting like nothing before
it hurt so bad that i couldn't do anything right at all!!
i hated it because it made me weak and incapable of performing my duty
thus many people had to help me
get through the day
it was that bad
i could not stand it at all!!!
it just keeps getting worse
firstly i was lost and vulnerable
secondly my body wasn't able to do work
it's like i'm badly woundd in every aspect
it was a harsh day

but i left work
then shopped for a tube dress
since i had the money
so i tried on some of the tube dresses
now want something to make me look pretty
not pregnant
eventually i found one but it was black
then again i'm ok with it
so i thought of getting skinnies to wear it with my boots as well
so i tried on many pairs of different designs
boy were they tight!!!
so after moments of fickleness i finally got something light
to contrast my black boots
it was indeed one hell of an exhausting day
i ha and urge to drop dead for awhile
but i couldn't give up
i felt so hopeless
guess the cramps and the emotional wrought left me mentally unstable
not to mention absolutely vulnerable
well my boyfriend means a lot to me in every way
so much more then you know it

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