Today was an emotional wrought of my life basically i found out it was the time of the month and it flooded like crazy!!! then i got into a fight with my boyfriend so much so that it brought tears to my eyes because not only did it hurt emotionally it hurt physically because i had cramps really bad ones but the emotional distress was mainly the one that did screwed my day up mostly it was the excruciating pangs in my womb contracting like nothing before it hurt so bad that i couldn't do anything right at all!! i hated it because it made me weak and incapable of performing my duty thus many people had to help me get through the day it was that bad i could not stand it at all!!! it just keeps getting worse firstly i was lost and vulnerable secondly my body wasn't able to do work it's like i'm badly woundd in every aspect it was a harsh day
but i left work then shopped for a tube dress since i had the money so i tried on some of the tube dresses now want something to make me look pretty not pregnant eventually i found one but it was black then again i'm ok with it so i thought of getting skinnies to wear it with my boots as well so i tried on many pairs of different designs boy were they tight!!! so after moments of fickleness i finally got something light to contrast my black boots it was indeed one hell of an exhausting day i ha and urge to drop dead for awhile but i couldn't give up i felt so hopeless guess the cramps and the emotional wrought left me mentally unstable not to mention absolutely vulnerable well my boyfriend means a lot to me in every way so much more then you know it
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I'm just crazy alright?
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18...not that you should care ,
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Life is going to be spectacular this year and i can feel it, told you i'd change when i'm 18... what am i talking
about life has been and always will be crazy