i forgot how special and unique i was until someone reminded me so... because i lived with it practically everyday so i kinda got used to it... but people around aren't it's sad isn't it? to find out that your uniqueness was thought of to be some kind of malady how friends fail to accept that your different i was born different fail to acknowledge your difference well it's natural to be pessimistic and all but it's like prejudice it's like being racist or sexist people labeling people reminds me of stereotyping i mean just because your different doesn't mean you deserve to be treated differently well let me tell you about my difference im not pure Chinese i just recently discovered my family history from my dad im 75% Chinese the rest are a mix of Eurasian blood and not to mention Malay and Indian blood as well in addition, my ancestor is Alexander the great and kublai khan forgot who that was believe it or not i don't really care wow right? Basically all this started in church when my friends start noticing that im too fair my skin is so white it seems translucent that you can clearly see my veins.. usually Chinese are yellow skinned like wth? like i said these are stereotypes it's often to generalize the whole Chinese nation which is so not true look at the people from China they have awfully pale complexion not saying that im from China haha back to what i was saying because my whole body was white plus i was wearing a short skirt along with a short sleeved top leaving my arms and legs bare so it's clear to see that my skin is white not yellow Actually, the special feature of my skin is that if i were to tan myself my skin will turn back to normal again so it'll turn back to white i have evidential proof haha but im too lazy to scan my photo and upload the picture but i was saying we were by the swing i was under medication which side effects were drowsiness soo i bent down then my friends
noticed that my hair under the sun turned red my friends we like asking if i dyed my hair i was like noo i don't dye my hair i prefer my natural self natural hair and skin i told them they failed to believe and accept the fact they think that i stay at home too much
not been under the sun for years kinda thing because i was rather fair can't they acknowledge the fact that im fair here it's called self denial and self deception i was being offended because this is my natural being and people call it fake who wouldn't? it's like people claim that tyra banks breasts are implants when she claims they are natural i can accept that i believe her not only that people think i wear contact lens because my eyes arent black their brown really brown not blackish brown but hazel brown im special not ill not weird and i can't stand being the same i mean we are all made differently why should we all be the same just because he has yellow skin does it mean i'll have yellow skin? here we have illogical isn't it? i embrace my being i love that i am fair i love that i have brown hair or red whatever i love my hazel brown eyes don't tell me to change so that i can be the same as you no i don't want to be tan i don't want to dye my hair i don't have an identity crisis i know who i am and im not sick im just me normal me like wth get it through your thick skull people being different doesn't make us weirdos being different makes us special and unique and rather beautiful if you see it in my perspective so don't tell me to do more sports don't try to fix me try to accept me for who i am so what if im white? so what if im different? the most hilarious thing was i was thought to be sick with albino have you ever seen a true albino before? no? have you truly compared? then don't you judge me the people i love thinks im sick how hurtful can that be? don't try to fix me nothing is wrong with me
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