The stress is really piling up... i mean i have a lot undone and partially my fault and not my fault it's really tough to work part time and study full time so far it's the hugest responsibility that i've ever taken on in the past i didnt need to work at all and now i have to to pay my bills i was working in a restaurant previously it required a lot of my strength and time to work there to lift plates, ceramic plates in fact and it just keeps pushing and pushing till i'm out of breath and strength that i cannot even touch on my homework the weekend it really has been tough lately things have been rather down lately i'm probably typing these pessimistic messages out of my tiredness i'm exhausted i'm pissed at myself for not doing my best and for a lot of things it's wearing me out real fast right now negative thoughts are intoxicating my mind like a plague just keep spreading the negativity through my head making my body respond negatively see how your thoughts connect to your body reaction? i haven't been eating well resting well i feel weak my body feels like it could break anytime so fragile so worn out i'm sure i'm not the only one who feels this way i know i should be optimistic maybe later? let me sulk for a while... so that i can pick myself up and move on i have been emotional lately... mood swings are soo irritating
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F**K THAT
I'm just crazy alright?
Me...
18...not that you should care ,
but it's the basics to actually know my age
My cats are gorgeous and shall rule the world!
I LOVE CATS!!!...
Halloween baby
technically I can't be bothered with the opposite sex trying to hit on me now...
Life is going to be spectacular this year and i can feel it, told you i'd change when i'm 18... what am i talking
about life has been and always will be crazy
