wow i wasn't aware of how seriously shagged i was it's like upon reaching home i immediately dwell in deep slumber i succumbed to the lethargy and landed myself on the bed without giving a fight or any resistance my bed felt all so soft just the right place where i wanna be you know it's like my bed and i had some kinda connection it was able to seduce me into sleeping and not feel guilty since i should be doing homework but i guess my body couldn't take it it HAS to have this nap and so i slept like 3 hours was worth it though i feel energized and ready the power of the bed huh i don't know it feels like my best friend who embraces me when im crying cuddles with me enjoys my presence in it's midst it's more to it then just a bed it seems to be alive the soft fabric that brushes against your skin never hostile but always welcoming always understanding what you need a sleep must be the influence of my cats oh well nothing can be done about it
so anyway here i am on my lappy i was supposed to be doing my tessellation exercise now i was so happy i managed to complete one template what an accomplishment but im supposed to do like 3 in total which was tedious but rather gorgeous surprisingly i'd expected it to be a piece of trash cause i was sucky at that so i tried and it turned out well
so today in class tessie wasn't the only thing i was attempting i was attempting to skateboard!!! because one of my friend had CCA today i guess so she brought her skateboard along which was super cool cause i wanted to try it and it seemed tougher then it was but it was fun too bad i couldn't stay back to practice more was even contemplating on joining the CCA
so anyway i'm having this barrier again where i dwell in my own world this loneliness i never mind at all seems to bug me that i don't mind it at all well at times when i'm with my friends i'm not a 100% there sometimes i'm protecting myself from them or something because maybe i never want people to get too close i guess i don't even know what i'm saying what i'm saying is sometimes it feels good to be alone in a sense whereby i'm in my own world and no one can understand me that way i understand myself so there's this barrier built but at times i'm fun and outgoing i seemed to have double or more personality but that's me i guess i mean my friends are lovely truly maybe thats the way i am? it's just a phase i'm going through XD so don't worry
like what joel said normal people are boring because me and joel are similar in the way we think so we came to a conclusion drawing the line whereby who's weird and who's pathetically normal no offense to normal people out there but weird people can speak the same language normal people can't understand weird language which makes them stupid i know i'm nasty but it's true if you really think as much as us you would understand it's like some form of stereotype or label but we draw the line that does not mean we don't hang out with normal friends we just put up with them cause we love them maybe weird isn't the right word maybe special there are rare weird people out there so far we only found 3 in our social circle weirdness isn't an illness i love being me being special, unique and different from the stupid society why would i wanna be normal? and be the same i never liked being the same or wearing the exact same clothes as my friend don't know it violates against my trademark i'm not being snobbish ,arrogant or anything i'm being frank about myself wouldn't you wanna give a stand? i'm not like any normal girl apparently and never will be so for those ...strive to find your own identity!!! i support you well just to let you know i'm a natural pessimist and that was sarcasm it's better to be rude and alive then to be dead with manners
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F**K THAT
I'm just crazy alright?
Me...
18...not that you should care ,
but it's the basics to actually know my age
My cats are gorgeous and shall rule the world!
I LOVE CATS!!!...
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technically I can't be bothered with the opposite sex trying to hit on me now...
Life is going to be spectacular this year and i can feel it, told you i'd change when i'm 18... what am i talking
about life has been and always will be crazy
