Sunday, September 21, 2008
although this was kinda cool though LOL
we can all see this is like vivo
i told you i never enjoyed people taking photos of me
either i take it myself
or i'll ask you to take it when i feel like it LOL
i know my hair is kinda a tad curly??
can't help it
natural born
this is a proper smile
one that i was willing to smile with
with no reluctance
or hesitance
what so ever
just me
enjoying sushi!!
that's how many plates of sushi we had
herald actually had to beg me to smile in this one though haha
i just got problem with people asking me to smile
cause it's like forcing me to smile you know LOL
you can totally see how fake my smile was
just never a good smiler?
LOL
that's me with the green tea and all hahaha
in sakae sushi
looking elsewhere of course
this is the photo we took on the way to sakae sushi!!!
couldn't wait
and it was freaking hot then in the afternoon!!
photos that i owe my blog with LOL
taken by heralds phone of course LOL!!!
just can't stand it
the feeling of being terribly sick
as in cause you feel so helpless
and now comes this nostalgic moment where i actually remembered
blogging about how hopelessly pathetic i was when i was sick
what kind of sick
the nauseating sick like
dizzy
that's the worse sickness ever
when it gets to your brains
and you can't help it at all
you're not a neurologist
or a doctor
to know what to actually do
but hey
that's like what you pay a doctor for
right?
of course
so basically
i'm too lazy to go visit the doctor
and i felt truly light headed to the point
it has nothing to do with my stomach
or maybe there's a link
but
i doubt so
usually my stomach would be unhappy first
then comes the dizzy
brain going nuts and all
the world spinning helplessly
just made me sicker
and whatever you do
stand
sit
you can't even turn your head
for fear of puking your ass off
it's as if i'm suffering from motion sickness lol
every movement just brings my head spinning no matter what i do
i can't help it obviously
and the fact that i didn't know why i was sick hadn't helped anything
sooo all i had to do was
to go home straight
and rest
i swear
so basically it was a Sunday
known as the Sabbath day
the day when God rests
and so should we
actually spend or rather focus the Sunday on God
according to sunday school
that is
we aren't allowed to indulge in worldly actions
but should spend the day holy?
but i was too sick to bother
seriously
but i bothered to pay attention during service
and sunday school
what is interesting however
until then i thought we must spend our Sunday's solely on God
no matter what the cause
cause He actually put aside everything to rest on the seventh day
why can't we?
much less we are His creation
we should actually do the same right?
but shockingly
i wasn't aware of the part where necessity
came in
like bathing etc etc
obviously that's a necessity
but what about work?
or homework?
or studies?
ahh but i just can't mention anymore
cause i was resting in class and i couldn't concentrate
cause i fell ill all of a sudden
and at the same time
my legs
in fact my whole body
was achy
and i happened to wear the shortest skirt i ever owned
but the best thing was that i wore it with a plain white t shirt!!!
it looked super great
for the lack of better words
unfortunately i don't have a photo to explain it
too sick to take a photo
can you imagine how weak i was??
aside from that
church ended
went to eat lunch
even though i wanted to go home
cause i was feeling unwell
which was definitely and understatement
which did not justify how i felt
we went to cwp again
not surprising?
joel and benjamin ate 2 double cheese burger
while i
had a caramel frappe
and i begged joel to try the double chocolate frappe
for me to taste it
you know
it's like indirectly saying that i wanna try it
so i can dump caramel frappe
for something way sweeter
not bitter at all
i don't like coffee for your info
but i needed the caffeine
anyways
i was feeling great but the greatest relief i felt today
was the period when i exited that horrible horrible room
which made me sick
but once i'm out
WOW
the difference
was vast!
i felt so much damn better
i had not a clue
maybe the room was cursed
so anyways
after eating
i decided i wanted to get undergarments
cause i was running outta it LOL
dunno why it's been disappearing
even my bras
but i got 3 cute panties!!!
i love them
of course benjamin was awfully shy
cause
1: he doesn't hang out with girls at all
2:he doesn't frequent the bra and panties section in metro
(which sicko guy would frequent metro anyways?)
3:he is awfully shy towards the opposite sex
4:he is seriously a loser
practically all my guy friends wouldn't mind venturing to the unknown i guess??
it was rather intriguing for me if i was a guy
but i got high though cause metro had so much variety
compared to john little
i'm suddenly into lace fetish i guess?
not a clue why
just felt girly
truly enjoyed the day
despite of me being sick and all
9:54 PM
