this is my sweets...he took the dang photo himself...really vain huh?
oh well... kinda bored now just to reveal to the world to know for your information... i have a boyfriend now we kinda just passed our 1st month anniversary kinda weird right couples celebrating the 1st month where there is definitely more to come well i take it as a new beginning out with the old , in with the new that's a stupid phrase hahaha hmm i shall say that some things are meant to be kept some things are meant to move on for example my cats are to be kept till their time of death which is hopefully 10 years down the road where i don't mind keeping all 4 cats with me for a long time even though they may be all messy and hassle full but the thing is i love this cats and they love me so who am i to say they can't stay although i had to do was to open the door and free them but i fear the sense of loneliness whereby you feel that something is missing and you cannot seem to replace it no matter how hard you tried they are irreplaceable...to the left to the left<<< so it is obviously very hard to depart with something so dear to you now i was saying i'm entering a new relationship hopefully i want it to last love i repeat love is not sufficient to hold a relationship i've learned it the awfully hard way well our first month was interesting that's kinda like an understatement because it was great even though i get hurt but yea i completely enjoyed the company his presence definitely sure he may be ego but he knows where to stop although he sure jokes pretty much too much i guess? initially i was really negative and terribly doubtful but as time passes my doubts actually clears because of his perseverance although at times he's an asshole bitch whatever
but it seems forgivable now haha don't know just seem to be pretty happy with him cause we seem to be spending every free hour we have with each other i did mention that in a relationship i need a lot of physical presence if not the relationship would be truly frail i can't do with meeting once a week or 2 now it seems like a crime to meet like ONLY once a week but that's mine opinion i'm stating
what am i doing up so late ? well i just got off the phone with 3 people while maintaining the consistency to actually chat with people which was kinda ok i guess but my concentration wouldn't be a 100% i'm up thinking about what to disclose about this new relationship and what to keep private because of course the purpose of the blog is to go public but not to the extent of actually revealing your entire life to people and watch people read your life away surely you want some privacy to keep certain things confidential you don't want the whole world to know you eat sit or something but the main aim of my blog is to describe events trying my best though because honestly i haven't been active much in my blogs giving you crap information about my life but oh well i want it that way... what can you possibly do
so now i'm truly in love with my sweets now and he gives me the true sense of security because even though he jokes about not being monogamous he loves me too much to actually cheat on me even though going out with him EVERYDAY never makes me sick or bored of him although i was giving him a rather hard time*grin* whenever i see him it just makes me grin like nobodies business it's so sad i had pms almost killed him that night some emotional shit haha he is such an ass cause he's always right and it pisses me off
so now i feel like sleeping really bad goodnight to all my fellow readers my gosh the bloody formality is sooooooo retard whatever
4:42 AM
Artsy Tartsy
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F**K THAT
I'm just crazy alright?
Me...
18...not that you should care ,
but it's the basics to actually know my age
My cats are gorgeous and shall rule the world!
I LOVE CATS!!!...
Halloween baby
technically I can't be bothered with the opposite sex trying to hit on me now...
Life is going to be spectacular this year and i can feel it, told you i'd change when i'm 18... what am i talking
about life has been and always will be crazy
