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Tuesday, September 23, 2008


well now
my head is throbbing
slightly
must've been the lack of water?
i'm stressedddd
not a clue why either
probably having trouble prioritizing?
i don't know
i really can't organize for nuts
currently having a mild fever!!!
hurray
good for me hahaha
just don't really care anymore
feel dead to the world
and the things around me
and the only thing i'm doing is smelling a pair of boxers
i don't know
it's like the only thing that mattered i guess for now
it holds a significant value to me
that's why
it's comforting
boxer you ask?
not a soft toy or a blanket but a boxer?
why?
because it's from someone who is special to me
sure laugh
find me gross i don't care
it has become my refuge
or my comfort
it's like in the place of that someone special
suddenly have the boxer fixation LOL
i'm just attracted to the smell
obviously it's washed o.o
usually clothes would have a faint smell of someone on it
it has his smell
which i find all so comforting
even though he doesn't know
what his smell could possibly impose on me
what effects it could leave on me
it gives me the sense of security
like how i feel like when i'm in his arms
why a simple thing like a boxer?
shouldn't something significant as his scent come in a bottle
if i only wish HAHA
but it is his scent that makes me feel that everything is alright
despite the chaos around me
i just need to see him on my phone
that is sufficient enough to last me the whole day
i'm contented
it's those simple simple things that i'm so fond about
i don't need money to make me happy
buying me stuff wouldn't really make me happy
just temporary
it's a horrible way of buying your way in
don't you think?
i know
i'm a horrible silent person
i don't tell people how much i appreciate them
cause i'll always take advantage of it and think that they are psychic
so i'd expect them to know
but you know people
they don't know
and sometimes
they just feel vulnerable and insecure
and just that little hint could make them feel noticed
like the little changes they do for you
and stuff like that
the power of acknowledgment is awfully important
especially when you have a bf!!!
ahh the irony
now i feel like a boy
giving tips about cherishing your gfs
o.o
oh boy
only realizing today
today was a really dull that
that his boxers made the world a brighter day?
pun intended

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