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Monday, October 27, 2008


finally
at last
completion of my 32 sketches
am i for real?
yes technically i shouldn't be too pessimistic
it isn't good for me
it ain't good for anyone either
now i have to move on to my elevation, section and plan view drawings
how interesting!!! NOT
but
it is still my assignment
that has to be done
seriously whatever happened to homework
that didn't rule us?
ahhh just pasted jewels on my lap top
don't ask me why
i'm actually going through one of those girly phase
absolutely girly
even though at times i couldn't stand the thought of fitting myself
into that little sweet petite dress
or applying make up
just so i could look all so feminine
even though feminine isn't sufficient enough to describe the beauty of a woman
splendid
gorgeous
perfect?
so much more in fact
i have so much values about dressing up
and all the girly stuff like
not to wear too heavy make up
or always dress your best
because it is who you're gonna portray to the world
don't dress too much
or too skimpy
just nice
that kinda thing
it's like im complete opposites
it's just that the complete opposites are residing in me
like a war
actually not that dramatic
but still
i don't fight over myself
who to be
i mean i like being boyish
cause i don't get pushed around
being an excuse
to terrorize people
and now when i'm girly
i seem frail
weak
fragile
loving all the beauties in the world
cats
angles of photography?
photography i meant the photos of capturing time
beauty itself
in action
the beauty within that marveled us
is that so wrong?
being feminine is never horrible
just that you get bullied often i guess
LOL
i'm kidding
i don't really get bullied
i still bully people for my own amusement
whether i'm feminine or not
i love the feminine part in me
as well as the tomboyish
gender confused part in me
i love embracing them both
satisfying both of them
amazing how the exact opposite works well with each other

well if feminine means that i enjoy art itself
let it be
cause art in any form is worth marveling at
you use the 5 senses to figure it out
instead of your brains
i meant instead of cracking codes of math
you use your 5 senses to feel, smell, observe, swallow, hear
basically to understand the purpose it's there
why is it formed in this curve?
how is it beautiful?
so are you beautiful?
are you an inspired piece of art?
or are you an absolutely boring robot?

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