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Tuesday, January 20, 2009


have you ever had someone you love dying before your very eyes
the pain he or she went through
all that agony
that turmoil
the memories
flashes
anxiety
and slowly painfully finally he drift off to the other realm
leaving his cold empty body soulless
and you can't help but cry
cause theres nothing you can do to stop it
no time reversal spell no nothing to save him from his pain
that he endures hoping he would be well one day
but slowly the odds are against him
giving up
because he has no strength to fight it anymore
his body can't take it and finally he stops breathing
gradually stops breathing
and it's where people start mourning and crying
the lovely memories you spent with each other
will haunt you for your entire life
him leaving his footprint
good or bad
sad or joyful
all these emotions he conjured
stays in the very core of my heart
he's leaving me
and i can feel the pull
lighten
all you could do is whisper in his ears that its gonna be ok
even though its not
the lie to comfort him
its more then just a lie
to console him
to ensure him
give him a little hope
but you know whats coming
and its inevitable
i feel so helpless
i cant do anything
i feel the gradual emptiness coming
the hole which no one can ever replace in my heart
because it was meant for him
tears streaking down my rosy cheeks
eyes swelling
why?
why now?
can it not wait?
death is inevitable.

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