throught this years he was the one who gave me hope who gave me a reason to love who stood by me and comfort me when i was crying who encouraged me to live a wonderful life who made me believe in God even more that there was hope! and now he was leaving me he was going to die but he waited for me so he could spend the remaining of his life with me the one who found him the one who loved him he loved me he was willing to sacrifice so much just to put up that strength to wait for me meowing for me when i'm not at home he will wait for me to support him like a mother i am to him he didnt give up his life just yet he wants he's last goodbye to be me the last one he saw before he left this cruel world even though he bled to death the pain and agony he went through he still waited for me enduring thinking that mommy will come back i love mommy i don't wanna die without seeing her it shatters my hearts once again to even think of him dying it took my mom just a few sentences to make me pour "he was waiting for you to come back, meowing for you to help him clean his mess when he puked" he was counting on me so much i cant help but drown in tears he's leaving me why not bring him to the vet? because he wants to die eventually he has to anyway and if he sees a vet, he'll put him to sleep cause he's condition is far worse it's like having cancer you can't do anything but pray he's the only person that knows the real me he lived with me i showed him true compassion i never insulted him to me he was perfect in a weird way i never get really pissed at him even if i neglected him he still loved me for who i was which no man would ever understand only he did he understood me inside out he was everything i wanted kind, caring, affectionate loving and so much more how fortunate i was to have him now i was about to have him gone to me he's the greatest cat in the world and now i'm about to lose him i know im mean to everyone else but im never mean to them i never hated them i only hated man cause they have a lot of flaws but dumbnut seems perfect in my vision he listens to me he sits next to me when im crying understanding what im going through even if he didnt he was my shoulder to cry on he was my inspiration he was the one to show me the possibilities of loving even though i had a violent nature he showed me how beautiful i was i mean i know all this coming from just a cat he isn't just a cat to me he is THE cat he is more then just a cat the love of my life the one that im willing to put everything behind for them willing to be selfless for them as long as they're happy i'm contented i know it's odd but i love him so much
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F**K THAT
I'm just crazy alright?
Me...
18...not that you should care ,
but it's the basics to actually know my age
My cats are gorgeous and shall rule the world!
I LOVE CATS!!!...
Halloween baby
technically I can't be bothered with the opposite sex trying to hit on me now...
Life is going to be spectacular this year and i can feel it, told you i'd change when i'm 18... what am i talking
about life has been and always will be crazy
