Saturday, August 29, 2009
i have learned a lot today
i'm back home
and i was troubled
about finances
yea well
i was given a choice
it's about the transport concession
which costs 43 bucks
so i thought
should i call my granny and ask for my allowance in advance?
or
should i borrow from my parents
then i thought of another one
since
i can take a train ride to work
but what about coming back?
i only needed money to go to work
and come back
so then i thought maybe i needed only 5 bucks
so i asked my dad
and he says
if you can find it
then my mum asked me how much i needed
i told her 5
she told me to get her wallet
did you see that!!!
she lend me money
God blessed me so much
and then
cause she knew i didnt eat
so she passed me another 4 bucks
to buy live prawns to cook
i was touched to the bottom of my heart
she loved me so much
and i was too ignorant to notice
until today
i was still her beloved daughter
she changed for the better
God did answer my prayers
it was so touching i was crying on my way to sheng shiong
the love was just overwhelming
tears trailed
helplessly
just an act of kindness
before that she asked me if i smoked
cause my bf smoked
so my granny
was complaining
that i might get influenced
to smoke
so i told her no
then i forgot to tell her
the same reason why she didnt smoke
when my dad did
it goes to show how much i took for granted i guess
i dont know hwy im soo emotional
my mum suddenly became my best mother ever
i love her so much
under the stubborness
i love my parents a whole lot
even though i dont always get what i want
if they didnt love me
there would be no cats
yes i have always wanted cats
and they let me have them
if my mum didnt love me
i wouldnt be in this course
im grateful for everything right now
my family my friends my bf
everyone
golden girls made me think a lot lately
such as to forgive and forget
and a lot of other things
the certain errors we all commit
and there's always a motive behind peoples action
why would my mum go for her license
for our entire
family
to enjoy a vacation together
what my parents did
may seem harsh
but
in the long run
it was for the best
6:24 PM
