Wednesday, August 12, 2009
I THINK. I AM
i didnt feel like blogging the previous days
cause blogger has been so fucked up
it pisses me off
i was soo bored yesterday
i have finally completed half of the model
but more has yet to come
like autocad drawings have to be completed
shitiass
UGH
and i really dont feel like doing anything
also a major loss of appetite
eating less=/
the disadvantage
i still gotta do presentation!!!
which starts tomorrow
feeling soooooo damn numb
too numb to move
or do anything
i'm completely complaining
WHY???
woo and my blister dried up
how interesting
i hadnt even notice it was there
i seriously think i'm a late bloomer
pimples only develop after o levels
what kinda fucked up shit is that seriously?
but pimples are a must for puberty
means that i'm still growing
ugh
i wish i could grow vertically
i'm just that short
it's just genetics
i wished i had my dads tall genes
ugh
im only slightly taller then my mum
yes im crapping out random stuff
i realized 80% of my friends link on my blog are invalid o.o
and im too lazy to link again
see im just too lazy
kinda getting used to rushing off projects
i know i've said it before
but previously was nothing compared to this few projects right now
ah well what could i do?
not liek i can stop time
or stuff like that
i wish i could though
then i could see if everything was what it was really originated
or it was just made up
making history just another cock up a story crap
one can never be too sure
the only thing you can be sure of is your questioning/ doubting mind
rene decartes is such an inspiration
of course we shouldnt take his methods to heart
if not youd died of self torment of mental delusions
i think he died that way
staying in the corner
asking
am i real?
or im just a dream
thats when you think too much i guess
when you start doubting everything in sight
1:21 PM
