Thursday, August 27, 2009
wellllll
today started off as one hell of a cold day
went for hazimah's crit today
then a job interview
sometimes
i think the lecturers dont know what they are saying
who cares
they get paid at it
doing a shitty job
oh well
no surprise
so i was watching golden girls
its interesting how each episode was pretty realistic about life
with men
with relatives
with rivals
with etc
its a very meaningful show
teaches you the facts of life
4 old ladies trying to deal with life
so hazimahs crit was pretty good
she improved a lot they said
of course she did!!!
i saw it for my very own eyes
then i went to watch john tucker must die
its soo hilarious
but penn badgley i soo cute
with his long curls
i think hes better off with them
oh well
basically right now
im supposed to do a walkthrough
too bad for fariz he couldnt make it
to my crit
i really dont wanna do the walkthrough
just like how much i dont wanna do
the furniture design competition
cause im feeling lazy
but i know
at the end of the day
i will have it completed
i just cant procrastinate much lately=/
i know ts a good thing
but you'd miss the time
where you can be lazy
and cant be fucked about it?
and it doesn't change when you actually do it
accomplish it
it still feels the same
just that you get extra grades
i have developed more discipline=/
and that's not necessarily a good thing anyways
its like you feel solemn
when you lose weight
cause you get to say goodbye
to this part of your life
that is part of molding you
to whom you are today
i guess thats why
even though its bad for you
i know i should be delighted
but so what if i get compliments
it's all thanks to God of course
im telling you i can never do this on my own
never
so i dont really like to take the pride
cause i dont deserve it
yea you may tease me
and be sarcastic
i can smile and laugh
but im just mere eunice tool of God
i'm serious
i'm not being modest
i just dont feel proud you know
i dont know
even though i can rub it in at times haha
but very seldom
really nervous for my crit tomorrow
im expecting the worst
all the time
this way
i dont get disappointed
i never understood pride
so
after im done with
the walkthrough i let you guys see it
dont worry
=)
8:32 PM
