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Friday, January 22, 2010


how do i put this delicately,
i'm willing to do anything but design now
yes im absolutely restless
only thing going through my head is
fashion
make up
i feel misfit
i dont feel where i belong
but oh well
lmfao
im in humongous trouble
i dont feel the urge of completing my work...
i dont wanna do my work
i know what youre thinking
i've been there done that
i'm so much more interested in things like pseudo occult
fashion
fashion
fashion
and rubbish
i cant
bring myself
to do it
i know i can
but i dont wanna
fuck im in deep trouble
seriously
everythings at stake
dear God
please help me
i only have a few more weeks
to go
i just need 2 more weeks
of intense concentration
even a freaking boring book appeals to me
thats how dreadful it is
i know it may not sound like anything to you
but it's a bloody mental struggle
it's funny i have this bloody crisis now
i didn't know it'll be that bad
but oh well
haha maybe cause i realize
this isnt something worth worrying over
it's your soul at stake here
there are far more shit to worry
then meeting assignment dues
so technically
it's the least of my problems
it's most probably why i feel soo
not interested
how did i come out with that conclusion?
i was reading the bible
to try and ease my nerves
when it came to me
and music helps
but the type of music to me is important
it brings it all back to my childhood
anyways this music is the medium of my bubble
sound drowns me from the world
and attend to myself and only myself
it's alike a self reflection kinda thing
i think its hard to phrase it down to words
ahh can't be fucked


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