a lot of people has been dying a lot recently the end days are really close i think closer then expected oh well what else can we do? we pray it's sad to think one day you just met this person the next day he died from an accident just like that i won't feel sad maybe i'd feel sympathetic i'm used to people i love dying around me i guess it doesn't disturb me it used to but not anymore it teaches you how to appreciate the things around you doesn't it it's so ironic all of us takes things for granted then just like that their gone sometimes you'd wish you'd spend more time with them get to know them better well all that i think doesn't affect me i know i may sound cruel and cold and loveless maybe itll hurt a lot when it comes to friends it's harder to let go i hated death when i was young i was afraid my loved ones would die i would always cry at night thinking of their deaths what it really means to lose them i still do now i still cry when i imagine my beloved leaves me because i know inevitably they will have to die they cant live forever i know it all to well yes i think about shit like this when i was 4 why? because it was the most important thing to think about it is why school work was the least of my problems you have people family who die who could die anytime what could you possibly do? design their funeral? how do you mentally prepare for it the answer is you cant you can try but you know yourself you can lessen the pain but sooner or later theres gonna be another part of your heart missing and no one can replace that and this is where you turn to God for help death is also a blessing to be off this world to meet your maker no more problems or issues no more pain to endure
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I'm just crazy alright?
Me...
18...not that you should care ,
but it's the basics to actually know my age
My cats are gorgeous and shall rule the world!
I LOVE CATS!!!...
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technically I can't be bothered with the opposite sex trying to hit on me now...
Life is going to be spectacular this year and i can feel it, told you i'd change when i'm 18... what am i talking
about life has been and always will be crazy
